I think I know her

So as we all know by now, there is for sure one thing I’m not so good at. There really are many, but for sure I am not good at consistently blogging! Ha! That’s an understatement! Really not a whole lot exciting that I wish for all the world to see is happening in my world lately. This lends to the dilemma…do I force myself to write something or do I just let it be? Me, I’m more of a let it be sorta girl.
In the world of Averi, that little girl I love, her imagination is on fire, and I just love it! Right now her favorite game to play is role trade. She frequently says to me, "Now I'm the mom and you're the kid." Fun game...and what a little mama she can be.
So a few nights ago, watching a bit a of television, I heard a statement, “I don’t know what I want to do, but I know the woman I want to be.”
Captivated by the line, I thought maybe I could tell you the dance that began in my little head…I have no clue what I want to do. I have a million ideas and directions, but I will say I know her too. The woman I wish to be. Who is she? Oh, I thought you’d never ask.
She is sincere and kind. She is sensitive, tough and pretty damn funny. She is most of all free and caught up in something so much greater than herself. She spends her life so as not to lose it. She loves well and fully. She loves simplicity and complexities. She creates and works with her hands to bring to the physical things that are mysterious and hidden and unseen by our eyes. She is coming out ( and this has nothing to do with sexuality) into her own. She is blooming still, but one day, she will just live the life she was meant to. So she doesn't have to decide which of the million ideas she will do. She is free to just be.
She’s not sure she should be this serious, this vulnerable on the internet, but with a click of the mouse, it’s far too late!